This is getting hard, I am getting into trouble, I need a job. Why is it so hard to find one? Not just the current “crisis” excuse, what happened to the job market, what is happening to my career, what is happening to my life? I’m almost out of money, I have only one more month to find a job, then I won’t get any more unemployment insurance money. I feel helpless, this is worrying me a lot, even though I’m looking for a job very actively and even though I will now accept almost any office job, temp, interim… just to be able to have an income, it’s like everything I do is useless as there is no result. No wonder nightmares are invading my nights.